Until My Will Is Gone

from Conquistador by Stone Healer

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lyrics

I lay down my arms
My tools, my weapons too
I beg of you, you ghosts of lives passed
Forgive me, forgive me
For years I tried to fight those most painful memories
Of what I’ve done and where I’ve been
They made me what I am
And yet I’d trade it all

I swear again
My body means nothing
I swear it one last time
Let it rot, let it die for all I care
My body means nothing
Let me gasp for air one last time

...and take from me the earth
on which I kneel and pray

The furnace of bones conceals me
From desperate attempts to surrender

I search for the key every second I live
to show I’ve closed my eyes
Convinced to resign, my heart may be
But my soul won’t give itself up
Until my will is gone
I’ve given you all that I can
What more does it mean to surrender my body, my mind?

I swear again
My body means nothing
Will you give me one last chance to set you free?

I lay down my arms in surrender
My tools, my weapons too; will you forgive me?
What she demanded from me is not mine to give
My soul’s alone, until my will is gone

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from Conquistador, released April 30, 2021
Dave Kaminsky

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